Lunes, Enero 21, 2013

A Symposium to Empower the Youth



LOS BAÑOS, PHILIPPINES – Hundreds of students flocked to the DL Umali Auditorium this morning to attend the symposium entitled, “Youth Republic IV: Youth Empowerment” where three people—Alex Castro, Lourd de Veyra and Ramon Bautista—would talk about various timely concerns for the youth.

For the opening message, Arthur Kent Holt, the second-time USC councilor, went to the stage and gave an inspiring speech to the students. He first defined what the Youth Republic is. “It is a form of organization, government affirmation governed by the youth,” he explained.

He specified the three important points which are very integral to Youth Empowerment: leadership, service, and standard. Leadership, he said, was the “capacity to translate vision into reality.” Later on in his message, he added, “You not just lead people; you lead people with a standard. [...] As an Iskolar Para sa Bayan, you are a vital part, a vital power part, of the society.” 

Alex Castro, a BS Psychology graduate of the University of the Philippines Diliman and the vice chair of its University Student Council, was the first speaker for the symposium. A bisexual woman, she thoroughly discussed about the topic of gender equality. She tackled the “thirteen un-empowering statements” that we use most of the time, without the slightest idea that they are actually considered “oppressive” for the LGBT community. 

Majority of what she mentioned might seem relatively harmless in the surface, but she reiterated that they are actually oppressive statements. It’s wrong to pattern all relationships in heterogeneous ones and to label other people’s sexuality, Alex Castro emphasized, among many other things.

“What we want is that at the end of the day, you treat us equally,” she said.

The second speaker is Lourd de Veyra – a musician, journalist, and broadcaster – focusing on the topic of “non-apathy.” He said that the part of Alex Castro was the only serious one the audience would be hearing in that symposium, pertaining to the laughter and cheer of the students because of his humor and wit.

He voiced his concern about service and excellence, and how the former is being more exemplified in UP, when excellence is the one that should be attended to first. 

Nagbago na ba ang mukha ng pakikibaka?” he asked. Then he cited some cases that were serious in nature and showcased the reality. Lourd inquired: when you turned your display picture to black, were you able to feed people in Somalia? 

While his speech was humorous in some parts, it was very serious in nature. Again, he made an interrogation that would make one pause and ponder: What are we doing with the internet? He said how it became what it is now because of the industrial revolution and constant struggles, but people nowadays would only use it to google Justin Bieber, who, he went on, was the most searched person in the history of search engine.

He also mentioned the concept of “nosebleed” for us Filipinos, and asked why we would make fun of someone when he or she is saying intelligent things, or perhaps uttering unfamiliar words with deep meaning.

Kailan pa naging masama ang katalinuhan?” asked Lourd. Then, to put a closure to his brief lecture, he said: “Bago natin palayain ang bayan, palayain muna natin ang kamangmangan.

The last speaker was Ramon Bautista, who was met with wild cheers by the students as his name was being announced. His topic was all about “literacy.” He discussed the social media, and how it is characterized by his modification of the 3Gs: guts, glory, and gold.

He compared this with his own experience. Because he had the necessary guts and self-esteem, he was able to make videos of himself together with his friend. Soon enough, it transformed into glory when he started to become famous. Lastly, it was turned into gold once sponsors poured in and bought his videos, and when he finally became a celebrity. 

Ramon Bautista played some of his videos, particularly: Dan Michael Master Magician and his music video. Later on, he stated three very important things needed for one to be empowered: to study hard, to build relationships, and to steer clear of love.

As a parting message, he gave this advice to the students: “Huwag umibig.”

Biyernes, Enero 4, 2013

Medium Copper Blonde

Two days ago, I had my hair cut after one year and seven months. Two inches of dried hair and split ends were removed, much to my relief. The hairstylist also put something on my hair that made it considerably shinier and softer. I know it will be more than a year when I’d see that hairstylist again using his scissors on my precious hair.

After seventeen years, I have decided to try dying my hair. In fact, I am only waiting for my mom to finish as of the moment and it will be my turn already. Of course I am nervous; after all, I don’t know if ever the color will suit me. And it’s a permanent hair dye, for goodness's sake.

But what I can’t believe is that after weeks and weeks of tremendous research on safe hair dyes, ammonia, hydrogen peroxide, p-Phenylenediamine, and the likes, I will actually use an unpopular dye. I’ve been making trips to stores to check on “safe” hair colors. But it is just plain impossible to find one without any of those three aforementioned ingredients.

I took a patch test for 36 hours anyway. The box of the dye said 24 hours, but I decided to go further. And good thing I didn’t have any allergy. I just wish the color will suit me very well, and that I will have no negative reactions to it later on. Oh, merciful heavens, I am so afraid to try dying my hair but I really want a new color.

My hair is chestnut brown, and under the sunlight some strands appear gold. Yes, it is my natural color. Not  a few people have asked me whether I used a hair dye before. Even when I was in the salon two days ago. I overheard the two girls waiting talking about my hair: “Oh, look at that color. You should try that shade of brown. I wonder what hair color that it, it suits her quite well.”

Why, it should. It’s my natural hair color, after all.

Huwebes, Enero 3, 2013

Page 3 of 365

Now that I have released a tad of what I feel, let me tell you how the first three days of my 2013 have been. I will give you a list of the things I did, or accomplished, in the past few days. (Wait, who are you, anyway? No one is even reading this blog. Let's just suppose you are an imaginary friend of mine.)

1. I finished watching the first season of Hana Yori Dango.
2. I started watching the second season a while ago, and I am now on episode six.
3. I have already contacted my expert and he has confirmed the interview.
4. I finished my last interviewee on the Man-In-the-Street interview.
5. I had my hair cut.
6. I bought a new pair of shoes.
7. I read four of my handouts in POSC 1 (Re-imagining the Philippine Politics), consisting of more than a hundred pages.
8. I had my violin repaired, and I started practicing again.
9. I began studying Nihonggo again.

That's all that I can recall for now. And yes, unfortunately, I haven't resumed reading books yet. What a bad start for the new year. But I haven't watched animes and dramas for a long time, so I think it's a bit fine.

Dark and Wrong

This will be my first post for 2013. And yes, what with my very miserable life, this entry will be teeming with a bit of angst and annoyance. Perhaps even a bit of hatred for myself. Maybe I shouldn't be showcasing such self-degrading claims, but I somehow can't refrain myself for doing so. And who'd care, anyway? After all, no one is even reading this futile and nonsensical blog. It's literally a virtual diary. The only difference with my real diary is that this one needs an internet to be accessed. And anyone is free to know the story. To know what is happening to me. But no one does. But I suppose, that's a nice thing. At least I won't have to worry about what I'll post since no one would read them.

How very convenient.

Realizations. Feelings. Pain. I would admit that a few instances a shred of jealousy would hit me. Although one might say that being jealous of someone else is a very unpleasant thing, you can hardly condemn me for doing so. We are human beings, after all. Everyone is susceptible to feeling jealous. But when I do, before my emotions would start to overwhelm me and make me feel unwanted and uncared for, I'd hastily think of my position. I would immediately think of who I am, and what my place really is. Because when I remember that I am nothing special at all, then I could immediately vanquish such evil sentiments. I have no right to feel that way. Swiftly, I would hide those feelings deep inside and act as if they never existed. "Always bear in mind who you are," I will whisper to my mind.

Stupidity. Intelligence. Humiliation. I don't know why people think I'm smart. Just because I qualified for the country's premier university doesn't make me one. I'm stupid, and I know it, and many events are making me realize and making me see this painful truth. Of course I'm stupid. I don't know why, but I am. I just wish they'd stop making lofty expectations. And to those who try to laugh at me and humiliate me whenever I act stupidly, why thank you. Sarcasm intended.

I'm supposed to be sleeping right now. Or at least, I'm supposed to be trying to fall asleep. But I can't. At times like these, when something is bothering me, I won't let myself just ponder about it until my head pounds. I need to talk about it. And of course I would have no one to really talk to, as in have interpersonal communication with, so my only solace left is to write. To write, to write, to write. To write freely because I need to release my emotions even though no one is going to care. Because I will only have the slightest peace of mind after doing this. Or else, I might be insane.